fairy-lullaby

p.s: pinjem liriknya bentar ya mas daughtry...)***

yakinkah ku berdiri
di hampa tanpa tepi
bolehkah aku
mendengarMu
terkubur dalam emosi
tanpa bisa bersembunyi
aku dan nafasku
merindukanMu
terpuruk ku di sini
terangi dia yang sepi
dan ku tahu pasti
Kau menemani
dalam hidupku
kesendirianku
teringat ku teringat
pada janjiMu ku terikat
hanya sekejap ku berdiri
kulakukan sepenuh hati
peduli ku peduli
siang dan malam yang berganti

pedihku ini tak ada arti
jika Kaulah sandaran hati

inikah yang Kau mau
benarkah ini jalanMu
hanyalah Engkau yang kutuju
pegang erat tanganku
bimbing langkah kakiku
aku hilang arahtanpa hadirMu
dalam gelapnya
malam hariku

(-letto lagi-Allah, i lie on You..)

Dan aku mulai takut terbawa cinta
menghirup rindu yang sesakkan dada
kau datang dan pergi begitu saja
smua kutrima apa adanya,,
mata terpejam dan hati menggumam
di ruang rindu

Jalanku hampa dan kusentuh Dia
..............
terasa hangat di dalam hati

(letto,untuk ruang rindu itu)

When you get caught in the rain
With nowhere to run
When you’re distraught And in pain
without anyone
When you keep crying out to be safe
but nobody comes
And you feel so far away
That you just can'tFind your way home
You can get there alone, it’s ok
Once you say
And if you keep falling down
Don’t you dare give in
You will arise safe and sound
So keep pressing on steadfastly
And you’ll find what you need to prevail
Once you say
I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again
On my own and I knowThat I’m strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraidI hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day
And I make it through the rain
And when the wind blows
And shadows grow close
Don’t be afraid
There’s nothing you can’t face
And should they tell you
You’ll never pull through
Don’t hesitate
Stand tall and say
i can make through the rain
========================M.C,through the rain...
Diam dalam diam…
Kadang keterasingan membuat kita lebih mengenal Tuhan
Begitu sombongnya kah aku?
Untuk percaya
Hidup dan mati adalah...
Allah saja.

No one seems to think too much of me here
And they’re glad to tell it to my face
And they’re right I’m not supposed to be here
I’m completely out of place
Somehow there has got to be a reason
Even as I try to think it through
There’s a bolt from the blue
And I see a shooting star
Set apart from all the rest
While the other stars are standing still
She’s on a quest
Every night this shooting star
Dart across the twilight sky
Cause she knows she doesn’t quite fit in
And she’s longing to know why
I feel so much better when it’s night time
That’s when I can sort of disappear
When the sun has set and it’s the right time
For pretending I’m not here…
Sometimes I just stare up to the heavens
Wondering if the answer is inside
That’s when I see the light
Of myself that shooting star
On her way who knows where
She’s the one like all the stars
She outshine up there
And the solitary star
Is an awful lot like me
On an endless search through time and space
For a place that won’t seem wrong*
(*sebuah nyanyian jiwa yang memimpikan jawaban.
di saat penyakit inferiority complex ku menyerang)

Jangan mengejarnya…
Jangan mencarinya…
Dia yang kan menemukanmu
Dan mekar di hatinya..
Tidaklah mawar hampiri kumbang
Bukanlah cinta bila kau kejar
Tenanglah… tenang..
Dia kan datang
Dan memungutmu ke hatinya yang terdalam..
Dan bahkan dia takkan bertahan tanpamu..
Sibukkan harimu
Jangan fikirkannya
Takdir yang kan menuntunnya
Pulang kepadamu..
Di hari yang tepat..
(makasih banyak Sheila On7 untuk lagunya,
semoga menguatkanku dalam penantian yang indah ini…^_^)

I found the pieces in my hand..
They were always there
It just took some time to understand
You gave me words I just can’t say
So if nothing else
I’ll hold n while you drift away
Cause everything you wanted me to hide
Is everything that makes me feel alive
Cities grow, rivers flow
Where you are, I’ll never know
But I’m still here
If you were right and I was wrong
Why are you the one that’s gone
I’m still here..
Seeing the ashes in my hear
The smile, the widest
When I cry inside and my insides blow apart!
I tried to wear another face
Just to make you proud
Just to make you put in my place
But everything you wanted to take from me,
Is everything that I could never be
Maybe tonight
It’s gonna be alright
I will get better
Maybe today
It’s gonna be okay
I will remember
I held the pieces of my soul
I was shattered
And I wanted you to come and
Make me whole
When I saw you yesterday
But you didn’t noticed
And you just walked away
Cause everything you wanted me to hide
Is
Everything
That
Makes
Me
Feel
Alive!!
The lights go out,
The bridges burn
Once you’re gone, you can’t return
I’m still here
Remember how you used to stay
I’d be the one to runaway
But I’m still here…*
(*Lagunya Vertical Horizon..
Untuk kenangan yang harus kulupakan)